You're Not Alone

Today, I jogged around my uni again... but under 40 minutes. So happy. It could be due to the happy hormones runners like to talk about, or it could be because this time I did it faster, and I did not get SOB or palpitations...

Granted I still had to slow down to walk, my running wasn't very good, and the uphill parts still kill me, but I am still happy... I think I improved overall. Still a long way to go...

I am still quite unfit. I still feel like I don't really fit in. Still kekok. I sometimes still dwell on the past. But now, I will try harder to move forward, even if I don't really see what's in front. At least now I don't feel like there is an impenetrable choking mist.

Thank you to my friend who cheered me on and gave me so much support. I give up too easily, but you showed me perseverance. In my face. :P

I will continue to try til I do my best. I know I am not alone. I just always felt alone. May that be a past memory from now on.